Day 2:

Our morning talk over coffee and a cig is not the same without you. Nothing is the same. But life must go on. Christopher Cardarelli called me this morning to check on us. During our talk, I realized that it wasn’t just the kids and I whom need the support, but everyone that was in…

Day 3:

I miss your favorite perfume, so I wore it this morning. You told me it was a BVLGARI unisex, so I trust you. I miss your bad morning coffee and your bad hand-rolled cigs. I miss our morning talks before we head our separate ways doing our thing for the day. I miss coming home…

Day 4:

Woke up super early. I know I had an early and long day. Believe it or not, we're cleaning the freaking house. You'd be proud of Bella. She's been doing chores without being asked. She's not quite there yet, but one step at a time. I don't want to rush her. Let her go on…

Day 5:

You woke me up at 2am. Not sure why, but you did. I was exhausted. Took Bogart out. Smoked a cig. Waited for him to come in. Used your trick to turn the deck's lights on and he'd come in. The fucker didn't. You had to pick a fucking Bichon to adopt. I wanted an…