Day 22:

Today was one of the worst days for both Bella and me. Gabriel came home from school for his spring break. I had asked him to come home yesterday and stay over the weekend with us. Never knew that it was spring break until he just told me. A pleasant surprise to say the least.…

Day 23:

Karma. I believe in Karma. I believe that Karma is made out of energy. You send out positive energy, Karma sends back waves at you. The opposite holds true. You fuck with someone, Karma will fuck you up sooner or later. They don’t say “Paybacks are a bitch” for nothing. That’s Karma at play. I…

Day 24:

Not tonight baby. I’m not in the mood my love. I’m too tired. I’m too depressed. I’m working through it  I’ll be fine. I just need a break.   Good night my sweet.   I love you,   me

Day 25:

day without you

Yesterday ended tough. It started okay. Andrea and an associate of hers met me at the studio. Andrea and I needed to catch up on things. I am so proud of her. I knew she’d be a superstar in our business. It was just a matter of time before she would explode. We were supposed…