Day 26:

day without you

Ask Adrienne why I didn't write to you tonight. We're having a great time with her friends. She's a great friend. I wish you two experienced each other longer than the time you knew each other. You were one of the same, raw. I'll tell you all about it tomorrow. Good night my sweet. I…

Day 27:

Donny Borisoff passed away last night. My heart breaks for the boys, his mother and Lisa. His funeral is this Sunday. Spoke with Abbey earlier, texted with Lisa, fucking insane. Life is fucking insane. A friend just texted me this: “Read below. I try to practice and remind myself of this regularly and thought you'd…

Day 28:

Bella is out with her girlfriends. She got picked up, I’m supposed to pick her and her girlfriends up. Earlier, the Cardarelli’s took Gabriel and Bella out to an early dinner at Trish’s joint. Bella was supposed to babysit Adrienne’s boys. That got canceled due to electric outages everywhere. Their house is out until Monday.…

Day 29:

She was okay, she wasn’t great, not up to your standards. I’m going to give her a second chance to prove me wrong. Mama recommended her. She said she’d do a good job at cleaning our house. It just doesn’t smell clean the way you used to make it smell. You kept our house in…

Day 31:

Just fucking go for it. What do you have to lose? Why are we so fearful of the unknown? Some of the time the unknown is quite magical. But you wouldn't know unless you try it. What's the worst that could happen, what you're doing now? Wish for the best, plan for the worst. Simple.…