Day 2118

had therapy yesterday. your name came up. i was asked if i grieved your loss yet. start of the session the shrink tells me she was going over my notes from our last session. “8 pages!” she tells me. “why, what’s the average?” i’m thinking around 6 to 7. “2 pages.” was her answer. “wait,…

Day 2259

Happy birthday my sweet. You’re still my best friend. I miss the shit out of you babe. I miss us laughing together. I miss you calling me an idiot. I miss us. Good day my sweet. Love, me

Day 2819

Happy Anniversary my sweet. I was waiting for my best man Joe Mollo to come pick me up from our apartment. Slicked my hair in a pony tail, put on my $100 rented tux that your father had to bail me out with the cost since i was broke. smh it was raining cows and…