i miss you so much babe. i miss our laugh. i miss our friendship. i miss us.

i don’t know what to tell you that would make you laugh. the world around us is falling apart. so much has happened since you’ve been gone.

you missed a pandemic.

you missed a second eagles super bowl.

you missed bella becoming donovan.

you missed the leafs on the latte gabe makes.

you missed a war.

you missed my first standup comedy show.

you missed my first porno film.

still a happy birthday? lmfao

they say people go crazy after they lose their love. i saw a therapist for a year and she told me i was fine. she told donovan i’m just complicated.

this will make you laugh: after taking her notes from our first session and revisiting them in our second session, she seemed to fumble through the many pages she had. out of curiosity, i asked her how many pages worth of notes does the average patient of hers have. she said around 4 pages worth. i asked her how many pages she had for me. she said 12. that’s when i realized what a great friend you were. putting up with a spouse is one thing. putting up with a friend is another.

i love you babe. my memories of you still make me and others laugh.

good day my sweet.

love you.

me